In a provocative op-ed published recently in The New York Times, a Princeton history professor joined forces with a filmmaker and a writer to argue that:
"We are witnessing the dark side of our new technological lives, whose extractive profit models amount to the systematic fracking of human beings: pumping vast quantities of high-pressure media content into our faces to force up a spume of the vaporous and intimate stuff called attention, which now trades on the open market. Increasingly powerful systems seek to ensure that our attention is never truly ours."
I find this a strikingly apt metaphor to describe the way my capacity for attention seems to be under assault these days.
When I am writing, I notice that whenever I get stuck, my kneejerk response is to immediately surf away from my word processor to my browser, to check my email or social media—not because I expect there to be anything of interest over there, but just because it feels too uncomfortable to simply pause and have some open, empty time.
Of course, there is a whole industry dedicated to training us how to sit with emptiness, too—it's called meditation.
But I'm not talking about intentionally sitting down on a cushion to think about nothing.
I'm talking about what happens in those everyday moments when you lose your focus on your task—let's say, writing—and shift into the all-too-easy, beckoning path of surfing and scrolling, which makes it even harder to get back to that wisp of a thought you had, that shred of an original idea....
It's easy for me to beat myself up about this, to bitch and moan about how I can't focus and invent self-denigrating reasons why.
It's also easy to project blame onto the amorphous "attention-frackers" who have stolen my precious attention away.
Neither of these responses is effective.
Instead, I am trying to resist the attention-extraction industry by becoming more aware of my own habits, understanding how they are often driven by an insidious underlying addiction to stimuli and the societal injunction to always keep my mind busy.
My late friend Deb Koffman, a whimsical visual artist, used to hang a sign outside her studio that read, "It's OK to pause."
I would drive by in a harried whirl of overwork, and the permission granted by that sign would wash over me like a soothing wave. Really? It's OK to pause?
At other times she'd hang out a sign that read, "It's OK to not know," another simple but profound truth that always hit home for me as a creative person.
It's OK to sit with the discomfort of not being sure what you want to write or how you should phrase a complex idea.
What if, upon getting to a knotty moment like that in my writing, instead of skating away to a reassuring distraction in my web browser, I relaxed into the pause, into the not-knowing?
What new ideas might arise, if I gave myself permission to linger at the cursor's edge a bit longer?
Yours in the potentiality of not-knowing,
Jennifer
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This is exquisitely written and digs deep into what I, and I suspect many others, have done and are doing to distract themselves from being stuck or discouraged for a moment or two when writing (or for that matter being involved in any other creative project.)
You've inspired me to move my iphone away from my writing desk and instead focus on the why - why do I need distraction, what's precipitated my need to be distracted? Is what I'm writing uncomfortable, sad, or does it engender feeling of loneliness or fear? Could I take a pause, sit and breathe, meditate for a few minutes, or go for a short brisk walk?
I'm paying closer attention to this insidious habit. Thanks. Dory